又转到低潮期
像是轮回 去了盼它一去不返
兜兜转转又回到身边
今天又到网上搜寻些
人生有什么目标啊 什么意义啊
这已不是第一次 一个人的凌晨里寂寥时会做的事情
他们要我知道 我想要什么
我没特别想要什么
我现在很满足 屋子汽车零用钱都不缺 虽然都不是自己的 不过迟早都是继承给我
应该不会分得太多 家里过得 得过且过 还有弟妹齐分
也没很介意这些 毕竟对物质的享受 不很追求
他们要我清楚自己的能力 我到底能做些什么
这问题我真的答不上 到现在20年过去 我没做过太多事情
也只有每天读书 每天都在读书
那我可以说 我的能力就是会读书
发明家早该 制造一台能测试出我的能力 的机器
所谓的能力不是要在学习过后 才会产生的吗
既然如此 我照理什么能力都会有 在我学习后 没天生
ok！ 那好 他们要我告诉自己我喜欢什么 对什么有兴趣
我肯定的告诉自己 我喜欢A片 对激情片有浓厚的兴趣
该不会要我去当A片男主角吧
“哦接受唔到罗～” 像handelababy的爱用词语 哈哈
别傻啦 就算李安重金聘请我也未必会答应
出卖自身肉体不在话下 赤裸裸让大众鉴赏 哦接受唔到罗～
偷偷告诉你 我梦想就是当男公关 说的难听些 就是鸭子
哈哈哈啊 只可惜我没条件啊 终身遗憾啊～
其实也别对 ‘出卖’身体过于敏感 有谁不是‘出卖’ 自身的体力 智力
只差在性质不一而已 工作轻松 过程享受 又有钱赚
天底下不会有比这更好混
只是碍于社会道德观念的束缚 说什么卖身不健康不道德没自尊
其实只要好好做 至少在我理念里 我会认同的
哈哈啊 说这些 没犯法的吧？！
别的喜欢 就是唱歌
也没要戴歌手那么大的梦想帽子
只是纯粹想自己制作 一张自己演绎的专辑
可是我自己就不太会弄那些软件 制作
还在继续努力当中 可能还会找人与我合唱情歌啊
另外一直都想 制作一首歌的mv 我是男主角
而电影是拍不成的啦 所以至少可以拍部 有故事的 短片
mv与短片 就会在youtube facebook 上流传
那感觉应该会不错 当然一定要是 好的作品
期待期待中
所以 归根 我还是找不到什么人生目标
听说 一个人一定要有一个很强的信念 需要贯彻它
那信念是能帮助你在不管什么时期 低潮期也好 平平期都好 高潮时更好
我现在有了 -
“得过且过每一天”！
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
要不得的 态度
他是人
人嘛 太多各种类的生活方式
每个人的所持的生活态度也各有所异同
我这是在陈述着生活
这有点像是废话 其不然
有人就是 认不清 忽略了 忘了这席废话
想说的是
不是每个人都有梦想
就算有 也不是每个人都有那种心情去实现它
所以
当看到一个无所事事的人 好比他
天天宅在家 像是没努力 像是没用功
像是浪费光阴 像是糟蹋生命
听着 不要骂他
不长进 没鬼用 废柴
要是被骂了 就以这三词形容词
不长进 没鬼用 也还好
废柴就玩大了 他不喜欢 会生气的
他爱怎样过活 就由得他怎样好了
生活只有一轮 选择是他的
这点明白的话 就乖乖闭嘴 别再对他说三道四的
他要是将来有后悔 也用不着你来吞
你也不问问自己 过得真那么的羡煞旁人吗
要是哪天遇上了 自己爱的 想要的
他自然而然 会有所行动 改变
明天我可能不在这世上了
今天的我为了什么 而这么拼命
何不玩玩 就这样简单 安静地窝在家
哈哈 要是学会了 滥用这种要不得的态度
到时你那颓废的生活 他可不负责的噢～
人嘛 太多各种类的生活方式
每个人的所持的生活态度也各有所异同
我这是在陈述着生活
这有点像是废话 其不然
有人就是 认不清 忽略了 忘了这席废话
想说的是
不是每个人都有梦想
就算有 也不是每个人都有那种心情去实现它
所以
当看到一个无所事事的人 好比他
天天宅在家 像是没努力 像是没用功
像是浪费光阴 像是糟蹋生命
听着 不要骂他
不长进 没鬼用 废柴
要是被骂了 就以这三词形容词
不长进 没鬼用 也还好
废柴就玩大了 他不喜欢 会生气的
他爱怎样过活 就由得他怎样好了
生活只有一轮 选择是他的
这点明白的话 就乖乖闭嘴 别再对他说三道四的
他要是将来有后悔 也用不着你来吞
你也不问问自己 过得真那么的羡煞旁人吗
要是哪天遇上了 自己爱的 想要的
他自然而然 会有所行动 改变
明天我可能不在这世上了
今天的我为了什么 而这么拼命
何不玩玩 就这样简单 安静地窝在家
哈哈 要是学会了 滥用这种要不得的态度
到时你那颓废的生活 他可不负责的噢～
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
《原来我什么都很想要》
成绩出前
满心期许
自以为是 还嘻嘻闹闹在那猜测
自大到说至少也有 2A2A- 呱
查成绩时
还很38的 用纸张遮盖
缓缓地 向下移
像大人玩牌 看有边无 有尖头无
第一样科目 失望
第二 又失望
第三 再失望
第四 没感觉
是 A- , 又A-， 再A- , 最后才有个A
以为能拿A的 变成A-
期望至少能A-的变成A 却没变成
不是我不想拿全A
只是 一路以来都高估了自己
没有想像那么出色
（纵然）得到这样的成绩 遗憾感觉（依然）接踵而来
不管我多用力 去考
过后的时段 就跑去K歌
用力地喊唱 陈奕迅的 《浮夸》
这次 比之前几次 唱得还要好
*** *** ***
BF graded as A
gratify my expectation plus my confidence
calculation paper could always be the fairest & formalist paper
right never be wrong, wrong never be right
that's! as the most recent hottest quotation "真的假不了， 假的真不了“ on entertainment pages
what i hav read through for preparing BF exam paper?
the summary notes KINDLY provided by lecturer
ignoring the full version of notes required how much of my courage u know?
ya.. juz put it aside and focus on my summary notes
tat lecturer is kind enough in purposely preparing that summary,
i wouldn't waste it, as what i did, and that grade A , i have to say, is given by that lecturer.
Thanks alot! u move up my overall CGPA, although juz a little bit.
AMR graded as A-
no surprise, expected due to my inability in answering all questions well
lack of time indeed for this paper
maybe there was another better excuse, yet all excuses were meaningless at this moment,
anyhow the past experience should be observed and digested for next coming experience, but tat paper wouldnt be tested again wor?!!
this is everyone's sorriness and V all sick at it!
next time new mistakes sure would occur again,
and v say sorry, baby once more time!
for this paper, nothing much could be memorized,
format and structure are only main but useless thing to be kept in mind
so... answering process in exam not that smooth
remembered the lecturer asked us to bring brain, most importantly,
yes, i did what he warned, sadly, not a smart enough brain but
an empty unable for immediate thinking potato brain
MCI graded as A-
well, admitted that there was an subquestion i failed to answer properly,
but just a sub-question, perhaps many other subsubquestions i cant answer correctly,
but who knows? at least i myself dont know. all are limited to my own guessing
guess guess guess everyone would guess whenever the final results fall short of their own anticipations, count me in.
perhaps juz short of 1 mark? 2 marks? 3marks? to reach A?!
yaa.. it's already deep night, i supposed dreaming now
not typing e-rubbish here.
this subject, quite difficult for studying and tackle the questions
on account that lecturer talk talk talk
everything seem context-ed in a widely basis
all the notes all the tutorial questions & answers damn messy
or with a more stranger word, disheveled (disarranged)
as a results, to be secured, i myself did a summary note for it
luckily, it was enough to deal with those exam questions
shhhhh... here is an another secret i wanna reveal:
once upon a time (few months ago), story's old starting style
i responsible for a tutorial question and presented it
who knows she dissatisfied with my perfect answer
and asked me refer to that thick thick textbook which i never read
(tell u 1 thing, i never read any textbook before for exam since college),
ok lo... that time i didnt have tat textbook and she sendiri lend it for me to refer to make correction on my PERFECT answer,
and u wont ever know what i did,
i jot down all those marked pages by that lecturer
and those pages when i referred, were those i PERSONALLY think that they are considered important pages
i have to say, it was just limited to my own guess
and i did not check back after exam whether those exam questions match with those pages i marked down or not, since it was not a matter anymore. it was past and an unimportant history.
am i a scheming person? hahaaa... many people pointed out this characteristic of me before.
artfully, cunningly, foxily, slyly, trickily, craftily, knavishly
which adjective u prefer, please.
anyhow, they are all based on intelligence
and it's vital to make it clear, a person adjectived with these words does not mean that person is inferior in self-cultivation
ESCM what a FuCking A- !
i gaga (childishly, oh !now i know the true meaning of lady gaga, the popular outstanding dressing singer) imagined that
it should be A A A! must be A A A...
and i overestimated my low capability.
Sorry sorry sorry sorry naked naked naked naked blowjob blowjob blowjob babe
thanks tat lecturer la.. even though many people complained her tips
not tat clear not that specific.
her tips was considered a little bit general, neveetheless
i have made some effort in refining those generalized tips
information searching analysing arranging memorizing
and i have to praise myself, u are too SmarT!
those extra info is useful and worth for time and energy.
oh ya tat lecturer's attire really amazed me a lot
and v will meet again in the coming 4th semester
her indolent-style dressing makes me relaX and no study stress at all!
just as we are having a discussion at home. Keep it oN!
**** **** ****
really thanks la to all lecturers
exam tips are the most appreciated element i wish to touch on
without it, i cant really survive in those million billion trillion english words
and LUCK , i believe it and i need it all the time,
because of it, i able to tackle the questions correctly
otherwise i must die due to my "eXcellent" study attitude in lecture and tutorial.
hard to study to memorize all, tats why sometimes forced to
Risk everything on a single venture
if hit it, Hoorayyy!
if not, hhahaha... byebye~
满心期许
自以为是 还嘻嘻闹闹在那猜测
自大到说至少也有 2A2A- 呱
查成绩时
还很38的 用纸张遮盖
缓缓地 向下移
像大人玩牌 看有边无 有尖头无
第一样科目 失望
第二 又失望
第三 再失望
第四 没感觉
是 A- , 又A-， 再A- , 最后才有个A
以为能拿A的 变成A-
期望至少能A-的变成A 却没变成
不是我不想拿全A
只是 一路以来都高估了自己
没有想像那么出色
（纵然）得到这样的成绩 遗憾感觉（依然）接踵而来
不管我多用力 去考
过后的时段 就跑去K歌
用力地喊唱 陈奕迅的 《浮夸》
这次 比之前几次 唱得还要好
*** *** ***
BF graded as A
gratify my expectation plus my confidence
calculation paper could always be the fairest & formalist paper
right never be wrong, wrong never be right
that's! as the most recent hottest quotation "真的假不了， 假的真不了“ on entertainment pages
what i hav read through for preparing BF exam paper?
the summary notes KINDLY provided by lecturer
ignoring the full version of notes required how much of my courage u know?
ya.. juz put it aside and focus on my summary notes
tat lecturer is kind enough in purposely preparing that summary,
i wouldn't waste it, as what i did, and that grade A , i have to say, is given by that lecturer.
Thanks alot! u move up my overall CGPA, although juz a little bit.
AMR graded as A-
no surprise, expected due to my inability in answering all questions well
lack of time indeed for this paper
maybe there was another better excuse, yet all excuses were meaningless at this moment,
anyhow the past experience should be observed and digested for next coming experience, but tat paper wouldnt be tested again wor?!!
this is everyone's sorriness and V all sick at it!
next time new mistakes sure would occur again,
and v say sorry, baby once more time!
for this paper, nothing much could be memorized,
format and structure are only main but useless thing to be kept in mind
so... answering process in exam not that smooth
remembered the lecturer asked us to bring brain, most importantly,
yes, i did what he warned, sadly, not a smart enough brain but
an empty unable for immediate thinking potato brain
MCI graded as A-
well, admitted that there was an subquestion i failed to answer properly,
but just a sub-question, perhaps many other subsubquestions i cant answer correctly,
but who knows? at least i myself dont know. all are limited to my own guessing
guess guess guess everyone would guess whenever the final results fall short of their own anticipations, count me in.
perhaps juz short of 1 mark? 2 marks? 3marks? to reach A?!
yaa.. it's already deep night, i supposed dreaming now
not typing e-rubbish here.
this subject, quite difficult for studying and tackle the questions
on account that lecturer talk talk talk
everything seem context-ed in a widely basis
all the notes all the tutorial questions & answers damn messy
or with a more stranger word, disheveled (disarranged)
as a results, to be secured, i myself did a summary note for it
luckily, it was enough to deal with those exam questions
shhhhh... here is an another secret i wanna reveal:
once upon a time (few months ago), story's old starting style
i responsible for a tutorial question and presented it
who knows she dissatisfied with my perfect answer
and asked me refer to that thick thick textbook which i never read
(tell u 1 thing, i never read any textbook before for exam since college),
ok lo... that time i didnt have tat textbook and she sendiri lend it for me to refer to make correction on my PERFECT answer,
and u wont ever know what i did,
i jot down all those marked pages by that lecturer
and those pages when i referred, were those i PERSONALLY think that they are considered important pages
i have to say, it was just limited to my own guess
and i did not check back after exam whether those exam questions match with those pages i marked down or not, since it was not a matter anymore. it was past and an unimportant history.
am i a scheming person? hahaaa... many people pointed out this characteristic of me before.
artfully, cunningly, foxily, slyly, trickily, craftily, knavishly
which adjective u prefer, please.
anyhow, they are all based on intelligence
and it's vital to make it clear, a person adjectived with these words does not mean that person is inferior in self-cultivation
ESCM what a FuCking A- !
i gaga (childishly, oh !now i know the true meaning of lady gaga, the popular outstanding dressing singer) imagined that
it should be A A A! must be A A A...
and i overestimated my low capability.
Sorry sorry sorry sorry naked naked naked naked blowjob blowjob blowjob babe
thanks tat lecturer la.. even though many people complained her tips
not tat clear not that specific.
her tips was considered a little bit general, neveetheless
i have made some effort in refining those generalized tips
information searching analysing arranging memorizing
and i have to praise myself, u are too SmarT!
those extra info is useful and worth for time and energy.
oh ya tat lecturer's attire really amazed me a lot
and v will meet again in the coming 4th semester
her indolent-style dressing makes me relaX and no study stress at all!
just as we are having a discussion at home. Keep it oN!
**** **** ****
really thanks la to all lecturers
exam tips are the most appreciated element i wish to touch on
without it, i cant really survive in those million billion trillion english words
and LUCK , i believe it and i need it all the time,
because of it, i able to tackle the questions correctly
otherwise i must die due to my "eXcellent" study attitude in lecture and tutorial.
hard to study to memorize all, tats why sometimes forced to
Risk everything on a single venture
if hit it, Hoorayyy!
if not, hhahaha... byebye~
Saturday, March 13, 2010
12/3/10 出奇拜5
早上坐在他车副驾上 是我的重量
9点是个大概时间观念
他还是那么的... 睡觉真的很重要
朋友的请 与求 是他无法抗拒的推却
不忍心看他 看着我的去玩
再面对自己的 要工作
我对朋友 尤其是他 特别过分
真的过分 我没办法再认真
*** *** ***
另个他
他与我遇上 不像傻佬的 傻佬 在McD馆
比较严格是 他的手机被啥傻的借取
用来call去McD 客户服务专线 投诉激动
他躲过一劫数 毫发无伤 在最后安全
对傻的尴尬撒了 谎 落荒而逃
听他跟傻佬讲话 英文进步了
*** *** ***
一副天生 天赋歌喉
不用来唱K 是有点浪费
所以我没有浪费它
他们俩都说我的 声音 很不错
而他们一二月不见 变得笨笨地
*** *** ***
晚上很累
所以去喝个teh tarik
我要ice的 喝的是panas的 我没多介意
只是不知道颖颖 会不会介意
因为我的 轻浮 我的唐突
对这样的自己 我厌恶自己
对不起 谢谢
早上坐在他车副驾上 是我的重量
9点是个大概时间观念
他还是那么的... 睡觉真的很重要
朋友的请 与求 是他无法抗拒的推却
不忍心看他 看着我的去玩
再面对自己的 要工作
我对朋友 尤其是他 特别过分
真的过分 我没办法再认真
*** *** ***
另个他
他与我遇上 不像傻佬的 傻佬 在McD馆
比较严格是 他的手机被啥傻的借取
用来call去McD 客户服务专线 投诉激动
他躲过一劫数 毫发无伤 在最后安全
对傻的尴尬撒了 谎 落荒而逃
听他跟傻佬讲话 英文进步了
*** *** ***
一副天生 天赋歌喉
不用来唱K 是有点浪费
所以我没有浪费它
他们俩都说我的 声音 很不错
而他们一二月不见 变得笨笨地
*** *** ***
晚上很累
所以去喝个teh tarik
我要ice的 喝的是panas的 我没多介意
只是不知道颖颖 会不会介意
因为我的 轻浮 我的唐突
对这样的自己 我厌恶自己
对不起 谢谢
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